Safe word (2017)

1. Mirrors

(I’m numb and can’t feel)

I open my eyes

(Screaming for my life)

To reality

The screams won’t let me be

But it tells me to believe

Submit to the mirror

Submit to the mirror

Submit to the mirror

Submit to the mirror

You take it for granted

Wait and see

The pain is for real

I just can not take it

It’s what we believe

I’m numb and can’t feel

(I’m numb and can’t feel)

I’m looking back at me

Smiling through my teeth

Grinning and smiling

And biting my tongue

I take a look at myself

To see what I have become

I’ve shattered my soul

The mirror told me so

You take it for granted

Wait and see

The pain is for real

I just can not take it

It’s what we believe

I’m numb and can’t feel

Looking in don’t like what I see

Looking out is the genuine me

Looking in don’t like what I see

Looking out is the genuine me

My reflection

Is killing me

This reflection

Can’t be saved

My reflection

Killing me

This reflection

Can’t be saved

(The pain is for real)

You take it for granted

Wait and see

The pain is for real

I just can not take it

It’s what we believe

I’m numb and can’t feel

 

2. Hit The Roof

Nine one one

Everyone run

Everyone run

Nine one one

Everyone run

Everyone run

You can tie me down

But you can’t stop me

Everyone’s out to get me

Open up the bottle

Just to find myself inside

(Find myself inside)

Peace and meditation

Breathing and sedation

Coupled with the madness

The bi-polar brings the sadness

Break

Boom

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Tie me down cause I’m about to blow

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Light a match and burn this sucker down

You can scream and plead

Voices out to get me

(Out to get me)

Close the door behind me

Just to let myself implode

(I’m gonna explode)

Peace and meditation

Breathing and sedation

Coupled with the madness

The bi-polar brings the sadness

Break

Boom

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Tie me down cause I’m about to blow

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Light a match and burn this sucker down

Boom

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Tie me down cause I’m about to blow

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Light a match and burn this sucker down

Deeper and deeper

I see red

Enough of this shit

Do what I said

Deeper and deeper

I see red

Click motherfucker

Bang

Dead

Boom

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Boom

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Boom

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Tie me down cause I’m about to blow

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Hit the roof

Light a match and burn this sucker down

Hit the roof

Hit the roof motherfucker

Hit the roof motherfucker

Hit the roof

Hit the roof motherfucker

Hit the roof motherfucker

 

3. (De)generation

Would you like to feel empowered

Sex trades happen every hour

Stealing kids from under sheets

(Enslavement, enslavement)

Ruin lives, rule, and royalty

(Devour, devour)

Welcome to the world we live in

A place we come to sin

Sex

Vile generation

Drugs

Dirtbag Generation

Hate

Spiteful generation

Everybody off your feet

Sex

Vile generation

Drugs

Dirtbag Generation

Hate

Spiteful generation

Everybody get the fuck up

Would you like to feel immortal

Get inside your deepest dreams

Ride them like a roller coaster

(Derailing, derailing)

The disease won’t let me be

(Neurotic, neurotic)

Welcome to the world we live in

A place we come to sin

Sex

Vile generation

Drugs

Dirtbag Generation

Hate

Spiteful generation

Everybody off your feet

Sex

Vile generation

Drugs

Dirtbag Generation

Hate

Spiteful generation

Everybody get the fuck up

Everybody get the fuck up

Everybody get the fuck up

Wake up

Wake up

Wake up

World hate

Wake up

Wake up

Wake up

World hate

World hate

Welcome to the world we live in

A place we come to sin

Sex

Vile generation

Drugs

Dirtbag Generation

Hate

Spiteful generation

Everybody off your feet

Sex

Vile generation

Drugs

Dirtbag Generation

Hate

Spiteful generation

Everybody get the fuck up

Sex

Vile generation

Drugs

Dirtbag Generation

Hate

Spiteful generation

Everybody off your feet

Sex

Vile generation

Drugs

Dirtbag Generation

Hate

Spiteful generation

Everybody get the fuck up

Welcome to the world we live in

A place we come to sin


4. Tilt

Round and round and round she goes

Where she’ll stop you’ll never know

Tilt-A-Whirl

She’ll take you on a ride

Tilt-A-Whirl

So won’t you come inside

Faster faster that’s her plan

For you to become her man

Tilt-A-Whirl

She’ll get inside your brain

Tilt-A-Whirl

She’ll make you go insane

Don’t you want it

No I need it

Don’t you feel it

Yes repeat it

Can you see inside my head

Round and round we go again

Round and round we go again

Take me on a ride

This is suicide

For me

Can’t you see what she’s doing

Using you is so confusing

Tilt-A-Whirl

She’s after just one goal

Tilt-A-Whirl

Steal away your soul

Run away as fast as you can

It’s happening to me again

Tilt-A-Whirl

There is no escape

Tilt-A-Whirl

Become my fate

Don’t you want it

No I need it

Don’t you feel it

Yes repeat it

Can you see inside my head

Round and round we go again

Round and round we go again

Take me on a ride

This is suicide

For me

Slow it down

You’re going to fast

I’m getting dizzy

Slow it down

I’m gonna break

Are you with me

Slow it down

You’re going to fast

I’m getting dizzy

Slow it down

You’re gonna break

Are you with me

Slow it down

You’re going to fast

I’m getting dizzy

Slow it down

I’m gonna break

Are you with me

Slow it down

You’re going to fast

I’m getting dizzy

Slow it down

I’m gonna break

Are you with me

(Are you with me)

Don’t you want it

No I need it

Don’t you feel it

Yes repeat it

Can you see inside my head

Round and round we go again

Round and round we go again

Take me on a ride

This is suicide

For me

(Can’t you see what she’s doing)

(Using you is so confusing)

Tilt-A-Whirl

Tilt-A-Whirl

Tilt-A-Whirl

Tilt-A-Whirl


 

5. Unraveled

You pick apart

Everything about me

And then you start

Pushing me away

I’ve lived this way for far too long

I never felt that I was strong

I let myself get underneath my own skin

I’m saying goodbye to the pain

I’ve become unraveled again

I lost myself along the way

My souls been suffocating me

Pull back the surface peek within

The truth is never one you seek

Unravel all of me

(Unravel all of me)

My sense of self was compromised

Still reeling from the pain

There’s no more of me that’s left inside

Torn apart I’m not the same

I’m saying goodbye to the pain

I’ve become unraveled again

I lost myself along the way

My souls been suffocating me

Pull back the surface peek within

The truth is never one you seek

Unravel

Unravel all of me

I’m going crazy, insane, and loco

I’m going crazy, insane, and loco

I’m going crazy, insane, and loco

I’m going crazy, insane, and loco

I’m unraveling

Kicking and screaming and bleeding

Kicking and screaming and bleeding

Kicking and screaming and bleeding

Kicking and screaming and bleeding

Kicking, screaming, bleeding

Kicking, screaming, bleeding